romance novels lie so muchyou are starting to make me doubt how it works-
I didn't fall in love. you grabbed me by the collar
and then threw me down a flight of crooked smiles
heartbeats are overratedlisten to my intricate circles,
what I am to you is what I will always be
even when the earth crashes into Neptune
and you no longer love me. you do nothing
but reach into the stars and rip out the
guts of the universe because you really
are nothing but a monster that ruins lives
that makes us very similar, darling
we do serve as one useful purpose in life;
as a horrible example.
she went up in flamesyou might as well be getting away with arson because every time
that you tell me you really care, it seems like the only thing you can
ever do is build me up and then burn me down like the skyscrapers
that I am so very afraid of. get the kerosene and matches
tonight is going to be a cold night.
from the hospital with lovedear xx,
the fact that you make me trip over mountains
is simply unacceptable and I cannot believe
how many times you have made me break my
own heart and sprain my love letter writing wrist
physical damage dealt by the most loving blows
- blunt force trauma to ticker
- strangled to death by heart strings
- repeatedly stabbed by envelope openers
insurance does not cover the madness of bitter poets
you are the perfect murderer, you
finish it and push me down the stairs again
don't confuse me for a princedear xx,
for the seventh fucking time, you just won't listen to me
as I keep screaming to you that I am nothing but an
abused boy. I know you'll look at me funny when I say it
"but you're a girl"
"you make me feel like I shouldn't be"
boys never break down and cry, clinging to their mothers
and apologizing to them for things that they did several
years ago, and they never hold the door open for their
lovers and tell them just how fucking beautiful they are
"chivalry is dead"
"maybe to you"
it's like an error that I can't fix
I picked you a field of daises and wrapped them up in
in my thoughts, maybe then you'll understand just
where I'm coming from when I look at you and say
"if you accept me, I'll make you happy"